Wednesday, February 23, 2011


Church lives in Christchurch
New Zealand
tumbled
shaken
reaching out tendriled 
nerves
from ruined stones
touching our cut hearts
open
wondering.

Prayer, love, awe
flow back toward
resilient sister
brother
child
elder
shoveling, lifting, carrying
muscles
alive in the body.

Be well, beloved.
we pray

Sunday, February 20, 2011

3 conversations

This morning in worship we looked at John 4 as three conversations:
1. The Samaritan Woman's talk with Jesus.
2.  Jesus' followers' talk with him.
3. The court official's talk with Jesus.

The first conversaton is happenstance.  She's not looking for him and he doesn't seem to have been looking for her.  But they both stop and talk when opportunity presents itself. He's physically thirsty. She's spiritually parched. He asks for her help.  She asks for his. The obstacles that others would see to their conversation even taking place don"t seem to phase either of them.

We modern non-Jewish readers are actually the ones with an obstacle.  What on earth is Jesus talking about?  It seems like he's ignoring her very real problems, talking right past them. What on earth is this mysterious "living water?"

But "living water" was a core religious practice in Jesus' day and in the Holy Land.
Purifications, changes in status, preparation for Sabbath or holy day-these new beginnings were marked by immersion into the living waters of a mikveh.

When an archeologist unearths the remains of a particular kind of stone pool, they know they have found a Jewish home or gathering place.  3 steps down into a small pool, bor, sized to hold a constant 40 sa'ah, or about 200 gallons, of water coming through a small opening in a natural flow of rain or spring water.  in the pool the living water would mix with water brought from any source available, saturating them standing water with rebirth.

The mikveh's constantly refreshed living water recollect Eden, paradise's waters, the source of all water in the world said to flow from 4 rivers into all the other rivers and streams in a perfect state of constant renewal.  In a mikveh, the living waters flow into the womblike cavitiy of the bor. (Aryeh Kaplan “Waters of Eden:  The Mystery of the Mikveh”)


John the Baptist prophetically enlarged the rebirthing place and brought it out into the open -to the Jordan river.

And Jesus completed the extension of this powerful, physical metaphor, "I am the living water."  Immerse yourself in my life and you immerse yourself in God's life.

Do his words sound strange to us? Perhaps we've forgotten the daily renewal of living water, the ever at hand power of remembering our baptism, of being reborn, immersed in God's life.

Mayim is the Hebrew word for water.  It has the same root as mah, or water.  When a person is immersed in water, he or she is nullifying their ego, cut off from oxygen, it becomes possible to answer the question,"what am I," in a new way.

When the Samaritan woman meets Jesus, it becomes possible for her to become someone new as je guides her gently into the living waters of God's life.

The second conversation is not happenstance.  Jesus' followers return from foraging for food, determined to feed him.  If we could ask those followers,"what are you?" I wonder what they might answer at this stage in their journey.  I wonder what we might answer as we busily work at serving Jesus.

It seems like their determination to do what they think they ought to do may be getting in the way of understanding what Jesus is talking about.  We've seen that before, in his interactions with other teachers and leaders. Their certainty is like a wet suit, with goggles, getting between them and the living water he offers! They can't get very wet until they shed a few layers.

In the conversation, a court official frantically seeks Jesus out. "Save my son," he pleads.  It is the cry of any parent whose child's life is at stake. He knows what is most important to him. What he needs is who he is at that moment. Jesus meets the need.

David E. Holwerda talks about John's Gospel as a "trajectory of faith."  Reading John as a whole this winter, we noticed how Jesus returns again and again to the simplest of images:  water, bread, word, life.  We also noticed how again and again he starts by saying, "I tell you the truth!"

Could it really, truly be this simple?  Hear the truth, walk this way, rely on God's sustenance (water, bread).

We train ourselves to crave fancier things: soda, cofee, fructose enhanced juice, when what our 70%water bodies really crave is.....water, fresh, clean water. We train ourselves to rely on expert opinions and institutional processes when what we really need is the fresh readily available living water of Christ, poured into our world, poured into our lives, in constant renewal of God's loving purpose.





Monday, February 7, 2011

Another perspective

Here's another thought provoker on perspective.  Our generation (children of Baby Boomers) had our glance radically reoriented when we saw through the eyes of astronauts.

Maybe the religious leaders in John 9 are like astronauts who have been "away" from everyday life for so long they can't even ask the right questions any more!

Disciples: liars ,fools or open to possibilities?

Sunday's courtroom drama message by Susan and George provoked lots of great observations and  questions for me. (Thank you for the gift of sitting in the pews this week, friends!).  So I thought I'd make this week's worship post a hop skip and jump through this chapter, touching on my thoughts as I listened.  You add yours in the comment section!

I've long subtitled John 9 as "Adventures in Missing the Point." (read John chapter 9 to see if you agree)
George and Susan's version really reinforced that for me.  (Check out www.injoy-karen.blogspot.com for another version of this).  It seems like a collision of received truth, codified in tradition, vs. encountered truth, in flesh and blood. Its not that one is better than the other.  The question seems to be (along the lines of our conversaitonal approach to this gospel), how do they communicate.

The once-blind man couldn't seem to care less what the religious authorities think.  What matters to him is that he can see.  He knows, with ever breathing vibrating cell in his body, that his life had been radically changed because he has been radically changed.  Every time he repeats the story, he grows more confident in the telling.

Question 1:  What good news has changed your life?
Question 2:  Who have you told and how has telling it affected you?

The religous authorities aren't really interested in this man's experience at all.  They're trying to figure out what Jesus is up to. And he's not there to ask.  Of course, the man born blind couldn't see until after Jesus healed him.

Question 3:  What prevented the leaders from "seeing?"
Question 4:  What are they afraid of?

Once the man has witnessed, publically, to his experience, they call him a disciple.

Question 5:  Are you a disciple?
Question 6:  What's the point of the story as you read it, and what might you or I be missing?

When United Methodists receive new members, we're asked to affirm our discipleship will include your presence, your gifts, your service and your witness.

Question 7:  How would you write the next chapter in this man's life?  What form might his gifts and service take now that God's story has written healing into his life?

Question 8:  What might the next chapter in your own life look like as you think about these four aspects of discipleship?

Well healed vs. well heeled



Yesterday George and Susan created a wonderful court scene for our Sunday Morning Message, an interpretation of John 9.  It was a challenge to consider our own reactions to the man born blind and healed by Jesus' mix of spit, dirt, word, and love. This marvelous video by lemonjelly makes think about the constrast between staying in our orderly rows (ruts?) and allowing something new to invade our consicousness.  (For bible study reflections on this passage, visit www.readfieldumc.blogspot.com) 




Friday, February 4, 2011

Who is God? #1



Alanis Morisette and Joan Osborne's song asks about a very human God, one way of understanding Christ's idendity.  How does it challenge your own idea of who God is?